I just need to vent because I’m so mad but I can’t even complain.
I was suppose to go to glamping in California for two weeks, leaving on Friday.
So today I wanted to hangout with my best friend, because it seemed like the last opportunity for like the two weeks to do so. Also I had to clean the whole house by tomorrow morning. Also my other friends wanted to do shrooms, which I REALLY want to try.
So I decided to forgo the drugs and just hangout with the bestie today and clean at night. We went shopping and I bought a shit ton of books to read and LUSH (because I’m worth it) and though I would just sit in the woods and read and become beautiful.
Now I’m not going camping. And I’m fucking broke. And not doing shrooms. I could of postponed hanging with bestie, cleaned during the day and been fucked up on shrooms right now.
Oh and I would of got $$$ from my grandma who I was going to go camping with.